I don’t know what it is but I get in this dark place, It’s a place where I don’t want to say or do anything. No motivation to move or carry out normal day to day tasks. It seems strange for me as I’m normally a very motivated person, but this time It’s different. Job searching has really taken it out of me this month… I don’t know what It is but every job I have an interview for I never feel fits what I’m looking for, but the thing is I don’t actually know what it is I want.
Maybe that’s just it, maybe I need to truly find what my passion is… I know I love writing, but I know right now I wouldn’t even know where to begin to succeed and It seems impossible for me. I’ve currently been looking at jobs as a support worker, but deep down there’s something that’s stopping me.
It’s been a while since I posted on here, but I think It’s time I suck It up a drag myself out of the hole I’ve buried myself in and bring myself back to reality. Depression can really come at the most unexpected moments, here’s to a fresh start and continuing on this crazy journey.
I would love to hear how you’ve all been this past month and what you’ve been up to! 🙂
Maybe It’s not always about trying to fix something broken. Maybe It’s about starting over and creating something better.